and the count down begins..

so my count down has begin..i have 4 wks left in hueneme..and than it's on to san diego for the next 16 months, and than after that i will be ending my time with the navy and returning back to civilian life as a stay at home mom, and full time student. i will be going back to school and using my gi bill, only problem is i am not quite sure what i want to go back to school for...but i got 16 months to figure it out. oh the bottom picture is the type of ship i will be going on, we call it an lsd, it's a flat bottom ship, and we carry the marines equipment around and of course marines. i am excited and nervous about this new adventure i will be going on...keep my fingers cross that i will have the strength to get thru deployments.

second trip to the er in two weeks...

so i made my second trip to the er today with jaxson, second time in two weeks that i have had to take him, first time i took him, he had a really nasty cough, and had been running a fever, and stuffy nose, and a rash. so i took him in and they said he had rsv, so they gave him stuff for breathing treatments and medicine to help with the inflamation in his lungs. well did that, and he got better and was doing good, until this weekend when he started to get another runny nose and was coughing, no fever or rash. but than i got a call from the sitter this morning and she told me he was retracking really hard, (having a hard time breathing), so i took him back to the er, and they said that he still was showing signs of rsv so back on the breathing treatments he goes, and me staying home with him until friday..sigh..i hate seeing him sick, i just wish he would get better and stay better. even though he is sick he still is happy.

thru thick and thin

to my wonderful husband:

recently we have gone through some rough times, and you needed me the most and did what i could to help you, because i am your wife and as your wife that is my job to help you thru your good times and your bad times. when i married you i made that commitment to do that, and you love you conditionaly and unconditionaly. you have been there for me thru my good times and no so good times. you have helped me when i have stumbled. you have showen me what it means to be loved, you have been and are a good husband and father, both jaxson and i love you so very much. and are so greatful to have you in my life and to spend the rest of my life with you and to add to our family someday (hopefully sooner than later ;) ) always remember that i love you thru thick and thin.

i love you so very much and am so very proud of you!! :)

Jaxson dancing to my ringtone on my phone

11 month pictures

11 months

here is jaxson's 11 month update:

eating: he is down to 4 or 5 8 oz bottles a day, normally at bed time and nap time, still e.ating cereal in the am, and veggies or fruit for lunch or dinner. loves diced carrots, crackers, tried cookies for the first time and loved them. likes rice crackers, and the gerber fruit puffs and yogurt bites, still no go on yogurt, gave him baby yogurt this weekend and he threw up afterwards, guess we still have to wait another month or two to try again.

sleeping patterns, 2 to 3 naps a day and sleeps 7 to 8 hrs at night.

acomlphisments: crawling, he has been crawling for about two weeks now, pulling himself up on EVERY THING..and i mean everything, nothing is safe on the coffee table anymore. he walks with you holding his hands really well, he is trying to stand by himself, he will do it for about 5 secs and than fall on his butt...so he maybe walking by next month...some days i wish he wasn't mobile, it was easier to get things done around the house when i could just set him down and he wouldn't go anywhere..sigh. he now say da da and baa for bottle.

i can't believe he will be 1 in 4 wks, where has the time gone??? it seems like yesturday he was born..it feels like it has gone by way to fast..i will post pictures later.

Jaxson playing in his crib

Sia - I'm In Here